still kiinda hurt.

uhq idk whyy i tryy to hiide the fact that iim hurt. i made the miistake of fallin iin love with someone-- who didnt seem to lovee me back.(meaniinq): i let someone take control of my feelingz. so iin the end, whoz the one who endz up hurt ? me. iim not the type of girl to runn around nd fall n love wiith someone after a week-- iif im iin love... iim actually in love. my game on point, nd i have no problem fiindiin otha men. iitz jsz that THiiS 0ne b0y was the 0NLYY 0ne to have me liike thiis. i would && still would d0 ANYTHiiNGG f0r thiis man * && ii knw hed d0 tha same fa me. but its tha siimple fact that iits impossiible to have a relatiionshiip wiith him. he cant be faithful && a man that cant be faithful doesnt devserve to me. iits wateva. everyone makez miistakes and i can only wiish the best f0r hiim. because yes i d0 l0ve him. and yes iit would make me happy to see hiim happy. sO itz jsz best iif ii lett him qo :[ . its better that we still have some kinda friiendship tho. rather then nothing. so maybe i shouldnt complain. iit just makez me mad that wen he qot outta priison he wasnt the person ii thot he waz. but o well...

.....liife qoesz on..