new thouqhts.

After g0in thr0uqh O8' miserable-- t0wardz the end ii realiized iit wasz just a less0n learned. [t0 neva let s0me0ne have c0ntr0l 0f y0ur liife) && t0 neva trust any0ne but Y0URSELF.  s0me pe0ple chanqe && s0me people d0nt. iits liife.. y0u cant be upset wiith y0urself 0r th0ze "people" but iit w0nt chanqe anythiinq. so iits just better t0--move on..i cant be fully upset wiith my [EX)-- cus iif i didnt qiive hiim what he wanted he c0ulda just m0ved 0n-- but i can be mad @ the siituatii0n. because he didnt have t0 keep me ar0und whiile he was m0viin 0n. ii wiish ii w0uld th0uqht 0f my acti0nz when i met hiim && maybe him respect level f0r me w0ulda been m0re then what i put myself as. what d0nt kill me, kan 0nlii helped build mee. && all0winq myself t0 be treated like that, just helped build me && made a better pers0n @ heart.iit tauqht me a less0n iin liife * && thatz n0t t0 take s0me0ne f0r qranted.  n0t 0nlii diid i realiize al0t iin O8' but ii diid m0st of my qr0wiinq up. funny h0w shiit w0rkz 0ut-- the pe0ple y0u thiink are friiendz[envy y0u)* && the pe0ple y0u believe are y0ur [enemiiez) -- will be the 1st 0nez there fa y0u. jsz because O9' iis a new year does not mean iima be a new person-- iit just meanz iits time for me to set NEW goalz&& boundries f0r myself. && thats f0r me n0t t0 fall f0r the same dumb shit i did iin the past yearz. because n0w ii kn0 better. iits liife. you liive, you love && you learn.